Candy paint expectations
I just pulled up. I’m thinking I should adjust my jacket zipper to the right height so that enough of the logo on my shirt is showing. Haha, nah I’m playing with you. But I really do wonder if anybody notices stuff like that. Wouldn’t change what I do either way. Ah shit, okay. So I just seen the girl’s car — the one I been thinking about. She’s already here. It’s been like 3 consecutive months of wondering what type time she on. Maybe tonight I’ll find out a little more? That’d be ass if she pulled up with someone else. Okay, so now I see some other people going in. Oh wait, no. They going somewhere else. Oh, here some people go. Damn, they bringing stuff? I wonder if I’ll look like a dickhead without anything.
I mean, I knew that we were supposed to bring something to this. I saw everyone commenting underneath the flyer what they were bringing, but I just figured they would have enough refreshments for everybody. And really, I felt like I didn’t want to look like someone who might bring something. Because then once I get in there I gotta talk about what I brought and why I brought it and do all that stuff. I’m just not feelin’ that. If this really is the “party of the year”, I can’t be letting some shit weigh me down, you know what I’m saying?
My goal tonight is to be weightless and just moving freely. I can see it being pretty cliqued up, all the dudes on one side and everyone else on the other side. No one dancing. So who’s gonna be the person to break that ice? Now, I’m not saying it’s gonna be me. But if it had to be me, then why would I want to be worried about trying to find a spot on the counter for a cake or some shit I brought? Duh. Exactly. That’s what I’m saying. This way, with nothing in my hand I can just pop in and make my entrance on some smooth shit. Dap people up, talk to who I want whenever I want. Easy money.
But then that means I shouldn’t be this early. Damn, should I just go grab something real quick? Aight, I see more people going in. Aye, they don’t got nothing. Okay, I gotta go. I’m gonna talk to you later. Yeah, you be safe out here, too.
